Maze part 2

Something moves inside
cruel and wet
laying open cannot-heal wounds
with no regret
something chafes the bloody memories
that make me what i am
the feel-good sympathies rumoured in my head
belong to a fuller man

this tangled maze is hard to find
you will lose me
once inside
like the others look away
don't let your own curiosity
force you to stay

if i pose a question
will you have to answer
the wine you seek
is just dishwater
if you like the taste
then make your own mistakes
once you know me you can never unknow me
and you may have to hurt me
to remove me
don't look unless you want to see
don't see unless you want to believe
don't believe unless you want to heal
to heal you might need to look
where in? Where in? Where do you open this book
how do you shut it?
Whisper your words in your special lisp
and behold! - i may bore you
but that's your risk.